Somebody get me a doctor!

Yeh, I'm shamelessly stealing from my boys, Van Halen, but screw it. Thought I would update my situation after another 24....

Went home last night just bamboozled. I mean I didn't know whether to shit or go blind. Had a couple of drinks and it at least helped. Talked it out with my honey and we still can't make a decision. Since I was meeting with Kevin today, that's okay and here's hoping to something that will allow us to make an easy decision (toast with your glass!)

Met with Kevin today, and it's still not all that easy. He is pretty personable, maybe a little intense. The job COULD be interesting and that's the hell of it. Do I stay, and assume that 1) the sale will go through (I think it will) 2) that I'll get along with Kevin and 3) that I'll like what he has me doing. If any of those things don't turn in my favor over the next 6 months, I'm going to be very upset that I didn't take the job in LFT. If they do go in my favor, I'm sitting in the catbird seat, running most if not all of the accounting dept for a 2Billion (revenues) construction company.

I just don't f-ing know, and I can't decide if the decision is making me crazy, or my inability to reach a fast decision is making me crazy. I rarely have this problem, but I'm stuck between wanting to be back home with family and lifelong friends, but knowing that this job will end over the next few years and we may have to move again vs. staying here and hoping that it works out.

If anyone knows how to get hold of Solomon (yes, the biblical one), please send it my way. I need some high powered help making this decision.

Later